What's life really about??

Well I have had an amazing and heartbreaking last couple weeks.. I have never in my life been closer to the Lord then this last little while. My sister and her husband just recently lost there little baby Paul. In the beginning I was really upset with the Lord, and I couldn't understand Why? Why did this have to happen to my sister who has been trying to have kids for 3 +years.. Why did it have to happen to 2 people that wanted to be parents more then anything? And they did show in that short week of Paul's life how they ARE wonderful parents. They would stay up all night reading him books, singing primary songs, holding his hand, and giving him lots of love.

Well then after spending that week with baby Paul and watching his amazing parents, I realized that Heavenly Father actually sent baby Paul down to bless all our lives. He is truly a perfect little angel, and he taught me so much.

I now realize how important the little things in life are.. I need to enjoy life more and be more grateful. I realize how easy it is to get caught up in the worldy stuff, when really the most important things in life are actually our family and friends!! I realize how important it is to be patient with my two boys, and enjoy the messes, and there loves and hugs. I realize the importance of prayer.. I haven't prayed so much in my whole life. The Holy Ghost has truly been with me this whole time and helped comfort me.

I'm truly grateful for Tagen and Eric and baby Paul. Thanks Tagen and Eric for letting me feel of Paul's spirit and enjoy that week of his life. I now have this huge motivation to help me stay on track so I can meet my sweet nephew again someday! I love you guys.

Prayers Needed....

My sister had her sweet baby Paul on Wednesday. He is not doing very good.. Please pray for him and his parents. You can read the story and stay updated on him through this blog.
http://paulthefighter.blogspot.com

CUTEST OLD MAN FACE

Whenever Foster hears anyone cry or scream he does this classic old man face.. We were at my friend Leslie's house and she captured this cute face. Leslie is a really great photographer, she's the one that did the family pic that's on our blog.

OUR LITTLE MAILMAN

Don't ya worry Mommy I'll be back, just going to get the mail!

POOR LITTLE ALEX

I was doing the dishes when I heard Bridger, and he sounded quite upset with something, so I moved a little closer to listen, and he was saying, " You've been Naughty Alex.... Your going to timeout!" and this is what I found!

Aaahhh Chubby Babies...

I was laughing the other day about how both our boys have been pretty big babies. I had forgotten how chubby Bridger was until I looked at some old pics. So I thought I would share a few funny ones..

8 Months
Yes, Bridger is in a girls outfit(we can use this pic against him someday:) We were at my parents and we ran out of clothes and this is all they had!

My friends Sharlie, Raynel, and cute Cael came out to Jackson to visit us when we lived there.

He's got his Dad's Korean legs.. I loved squeezing those chubby thighs!

CUTE FOSTER

He's a big baby too, but quite a bit taller then Bridger was. He is 2 pounds heavier then Bridger was at his age.. Not to bad for a baby that was born almost a month early!

I love these boys! They grow up way to fast though...

St. George Adventure!

We had a fun break in St. George this last weekend.. We did some hiking, rock climbing, swimming, and just relaxing. I went up a little earlier and spent some time with my friends. Foster joined us, and he loved being the only boy there!

This was right before our crazy hike into our rockclimbing spot!!

Bridge loved climbing.

Little Climber in Training..

Future Plumber..

We hit up the Dinosaur Musuem, and it was not really a kid place..

I had a blast being with the girls.. This was right when Mike and Bridger picked us up, and Bridger wouldn't let go of my leg the rest of the day..

Do you need an Amazing Photographer?

My friend Mel has a photography business, and she is very talented. I love her style of her pictures. Check out her blog and you can see for yourself! http://melissasuephotography.blogspot.com/

I'm ready Mommy!!

This is what happens when you let your 2 year old dress himself..

note: if you can't tell the pants are actually a shirt:)